I miss you

I miss you

I miss you in the early hours of the day. I miss you more when the moon hugs the night sky… I miss you every moment of my life… I wait for your calls and messages when you go to work and I wait for you to come back to me and hold me in your arms… Whenever you leave, you take my heart and soul with you. You leave me numb… And I know you have no time to miss me because you’re so busy – but I simply can’t help myself… I can’t stop my mind from thinking about you… Every time I close my eyes I see you and miss you more… All I want is for you to understand my love for you… for you to know how overwhelming my feelings for you are… Only then you could you possibly understand my anger and my sadness… It’s all because of you… my every feeling, my every desire – is for you… I want you and I need you…. WITH me, BESIDE me, ALL the time, EVERY moment.. I don’t want you to ever leave me… I feel like I’m suffocating whenever you go and when I can’t see you for long periods of time, my heart begins to fill with sadness and longing… And after a time, it changes into anger – and when you come back after long intervals I WANT you to sweep me up you’re your arms without a moments pause…but you don’t. My constant yearning to be with you makes me angry… but it’s not real anger… It’s my love for you that’s built up every day that goes by…. It is a though the distance between us makes me fall more in love with you each day… and without you, I feel so helpless….